RHOC’s Meghan King Edmonds reveals she’s ‘crying’ and ‘not feeling sexual’ after ex Jim debuts new girlfriend
REAL Housewives of Orange County alum Meghan King Edmonds revealed she's "crying" and "not feeling sexual" after her ex-husband, Jim Edmonds, debuted his new girlfriend, whom the former couple had earlier had a threesome with, on social media.
The housewife has been all about self-love lately, but she said that sometimes it's not enough.
Meghan revealed how she was feeling amid the coronavirus pandemic on Monday's episode of her podcast, Intimate Knowledge.
The ex-housewife and her friends were talking about their usual topics - sex and intimacy - when she revealed that things were different for her.
She said: "I've been really trying to meditate every morning, when kids aren't banging on my door and I can close my door for ten minutes, and truly meditate and the feelings that are coming out of that, which I think are the same kind of feelings from this sexual touching of your body or having a partner to touch your body and waiting for a response with my breathing and meditation in the morning, sometimes I'll just cry.
"It's just a release of knowing yourself and who you are, and using that time to really reconnect with yourself."
She continued to explain: "So for me, this time in the month, I haven't been feeling very sexual.
"So instead, I'm still being intimate with myself with breathing, meditation so that self-love, whether it's sexual or not, we are reaching the same feeling at the end which is knowing ourselves."
This isn't the first time that Meghan has described her self-love ritual.
Some weeks ago, she urged her fans to follow in her footsteps: "I’m a huge proponent of dating yourself whether you’re single or not.
"But for all the single ladies out there, getting any physical action is out of the question right now BUT loving yourself is not.
"Exploring your body and getting to know what you find pleasurable is a great masterdate but there’s also nothing wrong with doing the deed… solo."
Her calls for self-love are also a response to her finally "accepting" that her ex-husband has moved on.
An insider told InTouch Weekly: “If Jim is happy, then their kids are happy, and that’s all that she cares about.
“All that fighting and drama is in the past. As long as Jim does the right thing for their kids, she considers it water under the bridge.
"It’s very rare, but everyone seems to have moved on, and everyone is at peace. For now, anyway.”
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Recent reports had claimed that Jim, 49, has moved Kortnie O'Conner - the woman he and Meghan had a threesome with - into his home and is "in love" with her.
A source close to the couple revealed to them that they’re “together 24/7” and “in love.”
The former baseball player and Kortnie, 35, were first linked in January, after Meghan and Jim split last October.